background music:"Burn" by Usher
mood: devastated
weather: sunny
i guess nothing lasts forever... what do i wanna do? refer to the title... why? me and my girlfriend just broke up... just when everything just starts to be right... it all turns out to be just ALL LIES!!! it felt like heaven had taken away my angel... took away the one i really love... sad... but i have to move on... maybe someday we'll meet again... maybe she really wasn't THE ONE for me... who knows... maybe GOD has other plans for me... maybe... just maybe... or i'll just rot in the darkness...
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Who Am I?
im James Zalvin Calimbayan... some call me by the name of djarke... my family in heraldo filipino to be exact... i like making people laugh... its their simple smile that makes my day complete...
i am a man of nature... i love flowers... animals... and trees... when i love someone, i love her with all my heart... even if she would take my heart... and tear it apart...
i love sharing... sometimes i get the feeling of the need to share blessings to other people even if i don't even know them... it somewhat makes my heart skip beats...
i play "Ragnarok Online"... Philippine Ragnarok Online to be exact... ive got a battle acolyte in the "Iris" server named Autumn_Sonata... im planning to make a damned good monk out of it...
Archives: Close The World
var data="0123456789";
var done=1;
function statusIn(text){
decrypt(text,2,1);
}
function statusOut(){
self.status='';
done=1;
}
//-------------------------\//decrypt(string, int, int)\//-------------------------\//
//text(string): the text to be decrypted on
//the status bar.
//
//max(int): the number of times a random string
//is displayed before the next character is
//'decrypted'.
//
//delay(int): the number of milliseconds between
//each display of a random string
//
//Example:
//decrypt('Enter my site.',10,10);
//
//text = 'Enter my site.' :: 'Enter my site.' is
//eventually decrypted
//
//max = 10 :: a different random string is dis-
//played 10 times before a new character is
//decrypted
function decrypt(text, max, delay){
if (done){
done = 0;
decrypt_helper(text, max, delay, 0, max);
}
}
function decrypt_helper(text, runs_left, delay, charvar, max){
if (!done){
runs_left = runs_left - 1;
var status = text.substring(0,charvar);
for(var current_char = charvar; current_char < text.length; current_char++){
status += data.charAt(Math.round(Math.random()*data.length));
}
document.title = status;
var rerun = "decrypt_helper('" + text + "'," + runs_left + "," + delay + "," + charvar + "," + max + ");"
var new_char = charvar + 1;
var next_char = "decrypt_helper('" + text + "'," + max + "," + delay + "," + new_char + "," + max + ");"
if(runs_left > 0){
setTimeout(rerun, delay);
}
else{
if (charvar < text.length){
setTimeout(next_char, Math.round(delay*(charvar+3)/(charvar+1)));
}
else
{
done = 1;
}
}
}
}
//if IE 4+ or NS 6+
if (document.all||document.getElementById)
statusIn(thetitle)
